geT to nORmal...

Yeah.. Finally have had a nice sleep yesterday.. Lol.. Haha.. Well, it is time for me to concentrate in my study already since I have not study after final exam.. These few days I have been playing all the while by going out with a bunch of friends.. Yesterday swimming really cause me black already... Hahaha.. By the way, nothing to regret too as I really have FUN there !! AND finally, I have learnt how to swim.. yeah~ Erm, all the photos & video have been posted in facebook.. SO, checked it out there..

Erm, 6 people have gone swimming yesterday.. Long Choy, Kok Boon, Kim Fa,Benjamin, Wan Sheen & I.. Haha.. Really FUN there.. Lady's fight, water balley, playing catch & caught & so on.. Lol... Tell you what?? Benjamin & Long Choy have been trying to pull my leg there !! Lol.. Hahaha... Since they know I don't really know to swim, so they also give up finall.. Hahaa... So KIND of them.. Lol...

Then our SS session.. Haha.. Check out the video in fb.. The guys really soSS themselve so Wan Sheen & I just cooperate beside.. Hahhaa.. Since nothing to do there.. The 2girls keep disturb them lor... But the guys also quite smart because they went to a deeper pool there which we do not dare to go... Lol... HAHaa.. Finally, the last session, when benjamin come out with his ideas during SS session, I pulled his leg into the water for the sake of revenge.. Hahaha..

After SS session, we are the last who get out of the pool.. haha... Then we went to bath.. Lol... Guess what?? The 4 guys take so long time inside don't know doing what there.. HAhaa.. Guys suppose to be faster than girls right?? XD After that, the 2 girls went back first lefting the 4 guys lunch.. I guess those who didn't join us quite regret.. Hahaha..

dilemma..

Erm... These few days I am keep being disturbed by something... Seems like something went very wrong in my mind.. But I know what actually went wrong since today evening which is just before tuition... Er, I have went & meet someone & yet I just know what actually bothering so much..

What the thing is?? I don't think there is need for me to mention here.. But this matter has affected me quite badly especially towards my study.. This can be shown during the last exam result.. Yet, I have been said by Wan Sim that I am not in the standard as my Form 4 & 5.. Obviously, my mind can't stand with this thing as itis quite a heavy thing for me... So, I have choose to evade from this matter by giving a lot of excuses.. Actually, I did that unconciously.. Maybe it is just my natural reaction.. So, I am quite a typical escapism here.. Lol..

Anyway, I have found out quite a lot of pairs within these 2 days.. It somehow affect my mood too.. Sincerely, I really havn't thought of this matter before deeply.. Maybe this is why I am having dilemma here as things happened all of a sudden.. I have been escaped from it for months and now the thing occur again.. I know that it will never come to an end & I know that escape won't solve the problem but I just don't know what should I do & which move should I take... I scare I have taken a wrong move which will cause not only me, and also the opponent to fall in a deep hole.. I scare to hurt people but I guess I have hurt some people here.. Really sorry..

Form 6 is really a tough life.. Tough is lots of aspects.. Hoping to find a counselor but I don't think anyone can help as this is my life... I guess it is time for me to think about it & make a decision to stop this matter.. If not, I won't be able to perform well in my study.. Is there any way for me to consider?? I still can't find it... Dilemma here...

2nd outing.. ^^

Wow.. I have wake up at 8am today as I have promise to go swimming.. Quite lazy to wake up as I slept on 2am yesterday.. Oops.. Should be today morning.. But still have to wake up as Wan Sheen who come and fetch me will come to my house soon.. Lol.. Hahaha.. Then after ready my things, I just lye on table & wait her to come..

Erm, we reach there around 9am... Kim Fa and Xue Khang are already there... After changed our swimming suit, we start our swimming session.. Er, as I have been quite long time didn't go to swimming pool, just feeling weird when wear the spec.. Haha.. But then I think I am getting used to it.. HAha.. Then Xue Khang has taught me how to swim.. THX YA !! FUNNY things keep happen that make me laugh non-stop.. Lol.. When I was learning to swim, I saw Xue Khang swimming trunk.. Hahaha... This make me can't continue swimming but laugh till lungs there somehow got bit pressure.. lol.. Hahhaa.. Beside his swimming trunk, his action also very funny... Really omg.. lol.. Anyway, FUN there lar.. XD

Then we go karaokae at jetty.. Lol... time there too about 2hours.. Lol.. But somehow feel a bit tired.. Then 2.00pm, we start to go MD for the camp ajk farewel.. I am not an ajk but called to go.. Then I just go there but... Lol... I go there also don't know do what ... I just know after I bought shirt then I was called to wait at Zen cafe to choose & buy a cake.. Erm, Xue Khang, Kok Boon & I just waiting & chatting there.. Lol... Then what happen during it, no need to mention already..

After finish bought, we went back & having lunch & SS time when celebrate Kim Fa birthday.. Lol.. They play a lot there till 4.15pm.. Then we are late for the movie... We watched the Christmas Carol.. Erm, the movie just okay as the plot not so interesting.. I feel somehow dizzy too when watch in the begining because the screen so blur & it keep turning around.. Then, I need to close my ear too when watching as I have the sense that it will appear scary sometimes.. Lol.. Overall, a normal movie BUT I LIKE the Christmas atmosphere !! Hhaha.. I also wonder why I like Christmas festival so much if compare to other festivals...

1st outing...

HAhaha.. Today have gone watch movie - 2012 with kim fa & wan sheen.. OMG !! Really a very nice movie man! ! No regret after watching that.. The story is really inteeresting.. Lots of climax there.. Hahaa.. Until I am keep in suspend & nervous all the while.. Some parts of it are also very touching... Lol... I do not realise that i keep saying "Oh My God" until kim fa told me don't keep mention "Oh My God" can or not then just i realise.. Hahaha.. But really very very nice !! So people, we really should do something to prevent this thing occur.. It is really scary for all these disaster to occur..

Er, we start go there about 4.30pm.. After shop a while is already time for movie.. HAhaa.. Time pass so fast man.. After movie we have our dinner.. Lol.. So full until now i still can feel that.. Hahaha.. After finishhaving dinner is already about 10pm.. Lol.. I wonder how we manage the time... Until something havn't do yet.. Lol.. Haha.. No SS time this time too.. Really don't know what we doing there.. Anyway, got some planning for tomorrow too.. Hahaha..

Just a short post out here.. Haha.. Before I go & sleep, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to KIM FA !! ^^

last day in school

Erm.. Today is the LAST day for us to fooling around in school before the lower 6 come to an end.. That also means that year 2009 will be end soon.. Actually, I have been waiting for long holidays like this but I always end up with nothing to do & boring life... So, I don't really know whether I should be happy about this... Anyway, I don't think this holiday is the same as the holidays of previous years.. Form6 is really a tough thing to study but i think it is worth it as I really learn a lot of thing there..


Someone remind me of the 18th world.. Erm, this year is really a special year & all those unexpected things occur.. But I really have undergo a lot of my FIRST time this year.. Erm, my FIRST working experience, working & enjoy all the trips with my collegues, study in a co-ex school, camp, trips & outings together... Really thx 2 those that have lighthen up my life, especially to the Lower 6 SC 1... Really thanks !! ( Dono why sort of sad now... ) Anyway, holidays just want to begin...

Erm, today about 20 people came for my class.. We do nothing there but chat, on9 with phone & playing cards.. HAhaa... Boring life though but still interesting enough for us to gather & play... Then we received a news at 10am, which state that school dismiss at 10.40am... Lol... Why this school never let us know earlier about this thing one?? Since I have promise to have lunch with my colleagues, then kim fa, wan sheen & I have drive our motor to DP & buy the tickets for 2012.. Hahaha... Then SS there a bit & yet 12pm I back to GBS... Then Shing Yi & I have gone back PC World tovisit them.. Haha.. Anyway, quite lessinteract already between us.. So we also don't have so much thing to talk about already.. I really don't know what is my feeling that time.. Lol...

Aiya, don't know what am I writing now too lar.. Tired already i guess... So nitezZZ ba.. This weekend still got outing.. yeah~ Oh ya, before I forget, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to WEE SERN !!

November - 3 events..

Wow... I wonder why am I inactive in blog already.. Anyway, a post for this November.. Erm, after exam was the camp for all the lower 6 in school. Wow !! Really amazing especially the talent night. Everyone was so HIGH. But I was not that into the mood in the middle of that.. Anyway, I was quite high too in the beginning & ending of it.. Hahaha.. Luckily I didn't lost my voice after shouting and shouting.. Another thing that worth to mention - the painting part.. Erm, although quite tiring but I was glad to see all of us working hard, helping & care for each other.. Really a nice moment I have had.. From this, I think we can know each other better with his or her personality.. That's why a camp was conducted I think..

The next thing is about the result.. Erm, this time my result can be consider quite bad as I don't really concentrate revising.. So I get the CGPA 3.0 for my test paper.. Er, I guess I really need to polish up my study already in all subject especially for the sciences... By the way, so sorry to myself as I don't get good result for my math as I keep doing it everyday.. Lol.. Hahah.. All those careless mistake really kill me man !! haiz...

After exam, feel so tired everyday.. Many things keep me occupied.. HAha.. Nice thing though as I won't feel boring.. All of us feel like in holiday mood & some ponteng school to play... Lol... Then is the trip to Down Syndrome houese.. Lol.. Haha... What the..... as those who didn't go to that trip can gone back by 12.40pm.. Haha.. But quite meaningful too for us that go to the trip.. I guess I have learn something about those people there & how the workers there help those people to stand up in the society & carry out all kind of activities on their own..

Then yesterday a trip to KLCC & Petro Sains was conducted for the Lower 6 students.. Erm, quite enjoyable there especially in the Petro Sains as I have stay there for about 5 hours and yet I havn't finish playing all those stuff.. What a waste as I have miss some part.. Lol.. Hahha.. Guess what?? There are so many games to play, science & mind related game of course.. Haha.. Really have a nice time there even though I fell sick.. Those games really light me up.. Hahaha.. Many things to talk about there but... too many to type.. But one thing to mention.. When we are playing the mind game with Puan Tan, we mention Mr. Lai just to affect Kim Fa to lose.. BUT who know I saw Pn Tan's wave graph suddenly become very high !! Really omg.. Hahaa.. Does she have a crush on him?? Hahaha...

Then, dinner time... Kok Boon has been entertaining us with his magic trick.. Lol.. Hahaa... We are so noisy till the people incharge in the food court there scold us.. Haha... Anyway, those trick really nice to play... Hahhaa... Then, we continue our window shop & SS time there till 7.30pm.. Haha... Guess what?? The first thing i did when get into bus is close my eyes & rest.. Hahaha.. Even though the rest of them were still high with singing & playing music using microphone in the bus.. Anyway, after I rest for 1 hour.. They just finish their singing time & ready to sleep.. Hahaha... So, I also do nothing but chatting for the other 1 hour to reach GBS...

Guess what again?!! I have been sleeping for almost 12 hours after taking medicine.. Hahaha... So long didn't have long & well sleep already.. But after 4 hours, which is after my tuition, I lye on sofa again, for nearly 1 hour.. Really OMG... I wonder how can I so good in sleep today... hahaa...

emo+ing...

Erm.. Finally there is time for me to update my blog... Exam going to finish... I am sure happy for that as holiday & all sorts of outings are waiting for me... But when think of the results that i going to get, I feel so depress... Haiz... Anyway, I know that I don't have the right to say this... I do not really concentrate in my study this time...

This final exam for Lower Six, I don't really care or worry of it but some strange feeling do bother me so much... I don't know what that feeling is but I am quite sure this does relate with an event happen to me nowadays... For someone, don't ask me what is this thing kk?? But this is quite a rare case for me to not to worry about the exam during the exam... haha... don't know what am i talking about lar...

The feeling is quite significant today especially after the Math paper... Haiz... I don't do well in the paper as I don't care of the paper already... My mind just blank and yet I do not plan my time well... Conclusion : Don't ask me about my exam thing...

Really feel exhausted with this thing... Haizzz... For those who read this, please ignore me... I will soon delete this post... Just wanna to write this emo thing to make me feel better... sry...

injured...

Wow !! I finally can view my blog already !! HAhaha.... So, I really very very long time do not update it already.. Sorry ya!! Let's talk about incidents nowadays...


Erm... Guess what happening today?? Oh my god... I have met my FIRST accident !! Haiz... It was happen in the morning, at about 7.20am as I was going to school.. I know is my fault in that... This accident just happen outside my house not far away... Haiz... Really blur that time... I just remember that I was going to bang a car, then next I just remember I have fall down from my motor... I am not quite sure how I fall & I don't know what is happening when I bang the car... So I just discover it when I have fall down...


Then after that, there are 2 guys there going to school, helped me to push the motor... I do not push my motor that time as I straight walked back to my home after I manage to stand up from falling down... Haha... I also wonder why am I leaving the motor in the middle of the road huh when i walked till half the journey to my house... Then when I looked backward again, I just saw the two guys helping me... I don't really know how is the damage with my motor & the car... I think my motor light there already spoilt with some of the cover break... Luckily it was just a kancil... I heard the car light there also damage a bit...


Oo... The opponent is my neighbour... She just elder than me few years... & she came out from her car & asking why I didn't break... HAiz... If I have knew why is that then accident won't occur already lar... Anyway, feel really sorry that time as her sister who same age same school with me now... I really don't know how to say it to her... But I have done it during koku time.. Haiz... really SORRY !!! After I walked back to home, I quickly clean up the injured part & waiting my dad to fetch me by car... So today I was late to school & being record the name.. haiz...


Er, when i reached the assembly, they was already going back to class... Yee Lin is the first who discover the injuries... Quite sharp what... Since Wan Sheen is also there, so I just tell them what happening... Erm, I think I was still in shock that time as I can't speak well as usual... I was quite quiet that time during walked back to lab & the PA lesson... Then some of my friends were so worried & call the St. John to put on some medicine... Lolx... Just a small injured, and I have put on myself... Since they have came, the teacher also has knew what happening.. haizz... So the class just came & watched... Haiz... Anyway, really THANKS to them who have done all those thing!! Really thanks & sorry for the troublesome...


After that was just a normal school time... Anyway, I have skipped from the St. John kawat kaki today... I think I will be happy about it BUT I was wrong... Listening to all those laughter while I stayed in class doing nothing really make me quite lonely... Feeling to join them but... Haizz.... When I was about to go down & have a look, they already came up... So, I can feel how was the disabled people feel that time... Hahaha... Talk till quite serious like that... But seriously, it was precious to those who can walk, run and jumo freely... HAhaa...


Erm, as I don't have my motor, I can't go back home as usual at 2pm... So I just join the sisters to have my lunch... HAhaa... Then when 4pm, I knew my dad still mad on me when i saw my mum came & fetch me.. HAiz... Feeling so bad... Then I heard my brother said dad was very angry & keep argue with my mum on this matter... Haizz...

Anyway, I guess I have to learn from it lar... Don't know why so many bad things happened to the Notre Dame fellows.. Oh ya, yesterday I just knew that Shu Sze's dad has pass away.. Omg !! I was so shock man when i have been told after recess!! Then i decided to go to the place & have the last respect... Er, she is quite strong anyway.. Still can talk & smile with us... I am really sorry about it... Er, I wonder is this thing relate to the accident?? AS my mum has warn me just now do not simply go to such a place and all that kind of thing... haizz..

Oh ya... yesterday I was having wonderful Ping Pong time too !! HAhaha... Anyway, someone not steady as he didn't keep to his promise.. haizz... hahhah... lazy to have a post already... so i think that is all today...

earlier celebration....

WoW !! Today is sure an enjoyable day !! First, I really want to thanks my friends - Chee Hao, Ann Chze, Wan Sheen, Yee Lin, Kim Fa, Kok Chun, Teck Cong, Phak Sheng and Jing Kai... Thanks so much!!! HAhaa... I really very enjoy today !!!

Erm, in the morning, Kim Fa came to fetch me & Wan Sheen at 12.30pm... Anyway, he has arrived at 12.15pm. So I went out to find him at Wan Sim there... BUT someone came late lor... 1pm just arrived... HAhaa... So both of us just chatting there...

When she arrived, we also head on to MP there... Wah, he drove quite PRO... Hahaha... Quite a hard one when he is parking... Hahaha... Without power steering really is a difficult thing... Hahahaa.. After parking, we went to GSC there to meet the other... While waiting lift, Teck Cong & Phak Sheng came too... Then we watch the movie G-Force which start at 1.30pm... Wah, quite a surprise as Chee Hao wear till quite formal... HAhaha.... Anyway, the movie is quite nice... So amazing with those animals & robot thing... HAha...

After movie, we - Chee Hao, Kim Fa, Kok Chun, Ann Chze, Wan Sheen & Yee Lin went to hunt for food at MD... HAha... We chatting while eating, so we have taken 1 hour there... After that, we quickly went to Jetty as Phak Sheng, Teck Cong & Jing Kai are there already... Erm, I get my surprise at Jetty there as the 3 girls call me to go out... Hahaa... Thanks ya !!! We have taken some photos and video there too !! Then we continue our singing session... HAhaa... Time really flies as all of us just quickly sing some part as many songs haven't sing yet... But at last we sing a song - FRIENDS, which sounds like we almost want to graduate... HAhaa... Anyway, I like that feel when all of us sing together !!!

After the singing session, we went to DP again.. When we are below the Jetty, Chee Hao gave me a surprise there too... But he acted till quite weird... HAhaa.. Thanks anyway !!!After ate ice-cream, we have some entertainment at the game part... Hahah... Guess what??? I have got the 1st place in both racing car ( compete with Chee Hao, Kim Fa & Kok Chun ) & racing motor ( compete with Kim Fa ) !! HAHhaa... So happy~~ Hahaa...

Then all of them have gone back & left Kim Fa, Kok Chun, Wan Sheen & I... Er, we have our great photo & dinner session man !! HAhaa... There too, I got my another surprise !! HAhaa... Thanks ya !! We have our SS session till 9pm man !! HAhahaa... Conclude for today, we have spent 8++ hours at MP & DP man... HAhaa...